Alyssa's ramblings...

Dizzy me.

I think my Mum wants a grandchild. Whenever we go over to her house for dinner, she brings it up {in a round-about way}.
“You don’t want to eat this? But you usually love it! Are you pregnant?”
“You felt faint yesterday? Was it morning sickness?”
And so on, and so on. But I’m going to trick her! When I really am pregnant, I’m not going to let on one bit. I’m going to keep it all to myself, no complaining, no passing comments about anything baby or pregnancy related… and when I do tell her, it’ll be like BAM! “Wow, I had no idea!” Ha ha ha. Mum, you’ll be in for a surprise.

Today has been… normal. I’ve been working. Stamping envelopes and putting labels on envelopes and filling envelopes with pamphlets. Yay. Yesterday I had the day off, because that morning and the night before, I was constantly feeling really dizzy, like I was about to faint. {Hence the comment by my mother last night.} No, it’s not a nice feeling. But now I’m all better, and I caught up on some much-needed sleep.

Okay, I’m feeling kinda dizzy at the moment. Is that bad? It’s probably just malnutrition or something – nothing to worry about. :o) Just kidding. But don’t go thinking it’s pregnancy, because I am pretty certain that it’s not. So there.

Man, the way I talk about this stuff, you’d think I was obsessed or something! I am so not. It’s not like “Oh, I really want a baby! A baby would complete me! Baby baby baby!!!”, it’s more like “Oh, having a baby would be awesome. I mean, motherhood is part of my calling, and I’d really like a little bub to nurture and love.” See? Loads of difference.

Over and out.

posted by Alyssa @ 4:09 PM